IT's nearing new year 2010!

A lot has happened throughout this year and I'm kinda wishing everything will work out for the better in the new year ahead. Things happened for a reason and despite my wishing they din, well, that's just me...All I'm going to try is to keep my sanity and hopefully be happier one day..hahaha
In the meantime, I'm just going to have to get through each day and thanks to my "demanding" and "tiring" FYP no thanks to my smart, yet fussy supervisor, I might just be too tired to think too much each day...:)

Stuffs which I have never expected to happen has happened and yet it still feels so surreal...I guess it is definitely true then that nothing ever last forever...but even when that fact starts sinking in, my poor heart is definitely not listening...my brain is the one doing all the thinking but the heart takes over and bypass all those logical solutions it has been trying to convey...*-*

Suddenly, Marah Carey's song came to mind. Butterfly- If you love something, let it go...yada yada yada
*sigh*

Maybe I really should get more hobbies once my FYP is finally settled...my life is really boring in university with nothing special to boast about..hmm..come to think of it, the only Me-time I ever had started only this sem when I started going for those aerobics and yoga...blerk

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

Taken from (http://www.community4me.com/LETGO.html)